Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Hello

No longer in depression 
My soul adapted to the numbness /
Still to wake up everyday to a broken heart 
Still to wake up grateful to b alive /
πŸ₯€

For us

Sometimes I wish I could go back & re write our destinies //πŸŒ™
But life is unfair & certain things are meant to be // πŸŒ™
Life hit us quick,,now here we are on different parts of the map ..πŸŒ™
With different hearts & different stories ..
With selfish desires to find our happiness ..
Maybe to cross paths again , If so,  we could experience one of the many gifts in life as we once felt // πŸŒ™
Surviving within a cold world to have our heart melt //πŸŒ™
2 daydream thoughts of what may never πŸŒ™happen , obsessed with love & passion πŸŒ™
Cursed with life & reality πŸŒ™

Sunday, October 7, 2018

4 Katrence

Sometimes I believe in a God & sometimes I
don't//.  Sometimes i feel us as people need something to believe in so we can feel the comfort in
hope //.

which is fine. personally I've been an unhappy person throughout my life with glances of happiness . & It did not help once Katrence left. I became a totally different person which I still am today.  But as of now something had changed, now I'm waking up wanting to be alive , I use to want to do certain things but now I realize that those things aren't really important. I just want everyone to stay alive & believe things will get better in due time & that you are special & unique in ur own way & it'll be ok because we all have demons. As for Katrence I can't help but smile now , at first it was hard knowing I'll never be able to see you again but I  know he's ok now & that he isn't suffering anymore here on earth. For now on I won't be posting about him on this platform but I'll always have his pictures & videos if anyone that knew him would like to see,
I Love u dude & rest in peace .