Lol

SMH

Some random , some funny

🤙🤙🤐

🙏🙏

I received very good news today , I'm officially "worry free", it feels good to b complete again .

🤟

I got gummy worm hair

Lol

Started watching a new show n shes easy on the eyes

Weird flex but ok

Ok ok

You'll b happy again  , one day //
To once think about things that made u happy before could bring a different type of sadness //
To remember consistently that all things must come to an end could bring balance in an unusual way //
How life is constantly changing even when we dont realize it fast enough //
Eventually you will see why things happen//
It's ok to let go , everything wont be good for you //
As long as u can love yourself truly & accept that life is a journey with lessons & experiences //

Ok

I could never read ur mind
But ur eyes speak for you //
As well as ur actions ,,
At times to never share thoughts
But we have to share the moon//
Spending time either alone
Or together
The irony of our sorroundings//
To dream of thoughts that are hiding in our concious
Our desires become tainted with temptation//
As if happiness could b the hardest choice to accept //
Everyone is searching for something ,
But what happened to the time ?//
The irony of perception
Blinded by distractions //
Confused in emotions experiencing stages in life that are either familiar or unknowing//🌙🌙

Love , depression

It doesn't hurt like it use too//🌙
It's not as painful as I thought it would be//
I Once was afraid to b happy again//🌙
I tried to force what was meant to be//🌙
I couldn't lie to myself anymore//🌙
I had to see what was in front of me//🌙
It's ok to feel how you want to feel//🌙
At times things dont turn out how you thought it would be//....🌙
It doesn't hurt like it use too//🌙
I adapted to it mentally//🌙
I'm not afraid to b happy anymore//🌙
I wont force what's meant to b//🌙
I'll stop lying to myself//🌙
I had to see what was in front of me//🌙
It's ok to feel//🌙
I adapted to it mentally//..🌙
Love // Depression ]]]

Yeeee

Trapped in uncertainty//🌙🥀
In a timeless feeling
Of eternity //🌙🥀
Involved in a game that
Plays forgiveness & chances//🌙🥀
Cursed with memory & emotions //🌙🥀
As energy is felt like the tempo of a heartbeat that I feel in my chest //🌙🥀
I am sick to my stomach //🌙🥀
I walk with the moon
I find trouble with my sleeping
My thoughts talk to me constantly
My exterior is quiet //🌙🥀
I see pain but I see happiness I feel happy I feel sad , I feel tired I can't sleep // 🌙🥀

HEY

Hello

No longer in depression 

My soul adapted to the numbness /

Still to wake up everyday to a broken heart 

Still to wake up grateful to b alive /

🥀

For us

Sometimes I wish I could go back & re write our destinies //🌙
But life is unfair & certain things are meant to be // 🌙
Life hit us quick,,now here we are on different parts of the map ..🌙
With different hearts & different stories ..
With selfish desires to find our happiness ..
Maybe to cross paths again , If so,  we could experience one of the many gifts in life as we once felt // 🌙
Surviving within a cold world to have our heart melt //🌙
2 daydream thoughts of what may never 🌙happen , obsessed with love & passion 🌙
Cursed with life & reality 🌙

Its spooky szn

Fuk dude

Lil peep new tape coming in November, I'm not sure if it will b his last tape or not , but RIP , it's almost been a year

Listening to Aston martin music

YuM

4 Katrence

Sometimes I believe in a God & sometimes I
don't//.  Sometimes i feel us as people need something to believe in so we can feel the comfort in
hope //.

which is fine. personally I've been an unhappy person throughout my life with glances of happiness . & It did not help once Katrence left. I became a totally different person which I still am today.  But as of now something had changed, now I'm waking up wanting to be alive , I use to want to do certain things but now I realize that those things aren't really important. I just want everyone to stay alive & believe things will get better in due time & that you are special & unique in ur own way & it'll be ok because we all have demons. As for Katrence I can't help but smile now , at first it was hard knowing I'll never be able to see you again but I  know he's ok now & that he isn't suffering anymore here on earth. For now on I won't be posting about him on this platform but I'll always have his pictures & videos if anyone that knew him would like to see,
I Love u dude & rest in peace .

Haha I'm moving again , at least we have clean carpets at the new crib

U aint even kno it

So this is what weakness looks like ?

Thoughts

I want to spend the rest of the year listening to metal, punk rock , alternative etc, anything but rap . So I can expand my sound

Feeling emo

Bed of nails

Me & that banana

Lol

September 2018

Dope

Plotting

September

Dope or nah

Felt like being creative

1st time