Hello, this is my personal blog that I created back in 2011. Here you will find the things that I find cool . I'll also give a glimpse into my crazy life . Be safe , Love Jacob
Saturday, November 24, 2018
Thursday, November 22, 2018
Tuesday, November 20, 2018
🙏🙏
I received very good news today , I'm officially "worry free", it feels good to b complete again .
Sunday, November 18, 2018
Sunday, November 11, 2018
Ok ok
You'll b happy again , one day //
To once think about things that made u happy before could bring a different type of sadness //
To remember consistently that all things must come to an end could bring balance in an unusual way //
How life is constantly changing even when we dont realize it fast enough //
Eventually you will see why things happen//
It's ok to let go , everything wont be good for you //
As long as u can love yourself truly & accept that life is a journey with lessons & experiences //
To once think about things that made u happy before could bring a different type of sadness //
To remember consistently that all things must come to an end could bring balance in an unusual way //
How life is constantly changing even when we dont realize it fast enough //
Eventually you will see why things happen//
It's ok to let go , everything wont be good for you //
As long as u can love yourself truly & accept that life is a journey with lessons & experiences //
Ok
I could never read ur mind
But ur eyes speak for you //
As well as ur actions ,,
At times to never share thoughts
But we have to share the moon//
Spending time either alone
Or together
The irony of our sorroundings//
To dream of thoughts that are hiding in our concious
Our desires become tainted with temptation//
As if happiness could b the hardest choice to accept //
Everyone is searching for something ,
But what happened to the time ?//
The irony of perception
Blinded by distractions //
Confused in emotions experiencing stages in life that are either familiar or unknowing//🌙🌙
But ur eyes speak for you //
As well as ur actions ,,
At times to never share thoughts
But we have to share the moon//
Spending time either alone
Or together
The irony of our sorroundings//
To dream of thoughts that are hiding in our concious
Our desires become tainted with temptation//
As if happiness could b the hardest choice to accept //
Everyone is searching for something ,
But what happened to the time ?//
The irony of perception
Blinded by distractions //
Confused in emotions experiencing stages in life that are either familiar or unknowing//🌙🌙
Saturday, November 10, 2018
Love , depression
It doesn't hurt like it use too//🌙
It's not as painful as I thought it would be//
I Once was afraid to b happy again//🌙
I tried to force what was meant to be//🌙
I couldn't lie to myself anymore//🌙
I had to see what was in front of me//🌙
It's ok to feel how you want to feel//🌙
At times things dont turn out how you thought it would be//....🌙
It doesn't hurt like it use too//🌙
I adapted to it mentally//🌙
I'm not afraid to b happy anymore//🌙
I wont force what's meant to b//🌙
I'll stop lying to myself//🌙
I had to see what was in front of me//🌙
It's ok to feel//🌙
I adapted to it mentally//..🌙
Love // Depression ]]]
It's not as painful as I thought it would be//
I Once was afraid to b happy again//🌙
I tried to force what was meant to be//🌙
I couldn't lie to myself anymore//🌙
I had to see what was in front of me//🌙
It's ok to feel how you want to feel//🌙
At times things dont turn out how you thought it would be//....🌙
It doesn't hurt like it use too//🌙
I adapted to it mentally//🌙
I'm not afraid to b happy anymore//🌙
I wont force what's meant to b//🌙
I'll stop lying to myself//🌙
I had to see what was in front of me//🌙
It's ok to feel//🌙
I adapted to it mentally//..🌙
Love // Depression ]]]
Yeeee
Trapped in uncertainty//🌙🥀
In a timeless feeling
Of eternity //🌙🥀
Involved in a game that
Plays forgiveness & chances//🌙🥀
Cursed with memory & emotions //🌙🥀
As energy is felt like the tempo of a heartbeat that I feel in my chest //🌙🥀
I am sick to my stomach //🌙🥀
I walk with the moon
I find trouble with my sleeping
My thoughts talk to me constantly
My exterior is quiet //🌙🥀
I see pain but I see happiness I feel happy I feel sad , I feel tired I can't sleep // 🌙🥀
In a timeless feeling
Of eternity //🌙🥀
Involved in a game that
Plays forgiveness & chances//🌙🥀
Cursed with memory & emotions //🌙🥀
As energy is felt like the tempo of a heartbeat that I feel in my chest //🌙🥀
I am sick to my stomach //🌙🥀
I walk with the moon
I find trouble with my sleeping
My thoughts talk to me constantly
My exterior is quiet //🌙🥀
I see pain but I see happiness I feel happy I feel sad , I feel tired I can't sleep // 🌙🥀
Wednesday, November 7, 2018
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